让人感动的十二句话

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1~有些事，我們明知道是錯的，也要去堅持，因為不甘心；
有些人，我們明知道是愛的，也要去放棄，因為沒結局；
有時候，我們明知道沒路了，卻還在前行，因為習慣了。

2~以為蒙上了眼睛，就可以看不見這個世界；
以為摀住了耳朵，就可以聽不到所有的煩惱；
以為腳步停了下來，心就可以不再遠行；
以為需要的愛情，只是一個擁抱~可是你心中的真愛是在這裡嗎？

3~那些已經犯過的錯誤，有一些是因為來不及，有一些是因為刻意躲避， 更多的時候是茫然地站到了一邊。我們就這樣錯了一次又一次，卻從不曉得從中汲取教訓，做一些反省或是努力補救。

4~你不知道我在想你，是因為你不愛我，我明明知道你不想我，卻還愛你，是因為我太傻。也許有時候，逃避不是因為害怕去面對什麼，而是在等待什麼。

5~天空沒有翅膀的痕跡，但鳥兒已經飛過；
心裡沒有被刀子割過，但疼痛卻那麼清晰。
這些胸口裡最柔軟的地方，被愛人傷害過的傷口，遠比那些肢體所受的傷害來得犀利，而且只有時間，才能夠治癒。

6~很多人，因為寂寞而錯愛了一人，但更多的人，因為錯愛一人，而寂寞一生。我們可以彼此相愛，卻注定了無法相守。不是我不夠愛你，只是我不敢肯定，這愛~是不是最正確的。

7~如果背叛是一種勇氣，那麼接受背叛則需要一種更大的勇氣。
前者只需要有足夠的勇敢就可以，又或許只是一時衝動，
而後者考驗的卻是寬容的程度，絕非衝動那麼簡單，需要的唯有時間。

8~生命無法用來證明愛情，就像我們無法證明自己可以不再相信愛情。
在這個城市裡，誠如勞力士是物質的奢侈品，愛情則是精神上的奢侈品。可是生命脆弱無比，根本沒辦法承受那麼多的奢侈。

9~人最大的困難是認識自己，最容易的也是認識自己。
很多時候，我們認不清自己，只因為我們把自己放在了一個錯誤的位置，給了自己一個錯覺。所以，不怕前路坎坷，只怕從一開始就走錯了方向。

10~生活在一個城市裡，或者愛一個人，又或者做某件事，時間久了，就會覺得厭倦，就會有一種想要逃離的衝動。也許不是厭倦了這個城市、愛的人、堅持的事，只是給不了自己堅持下去的勇氣。

11~多少次又多少次，回憶把生活劃成一個圈，而我們在原地轉了無數次，無法解脫。總是希望回到最初相識的地點，如果能夠再一次選擇的話，以為可以愛得更單純。

12~如果你明明知道這個故事的結局，你或者選擇說出來，或者裝作不知道，萬不要欲言又止。有時候留給別人的傷害，選擇沉默比選擇坦白要痛多了。

转载：：♥放了自己..也放了他♥

不属于你的 永远也不会属于你
该放弃的 就该放了

傻孩子
别在自己一个人 默默的躲在一旁哭
他不会看见 也不会感觉的到
他的心不属于你 他的心也不会在你这里
也不會在爲了你擔心

别在傻傻的做个傀儡了
每天假装的微笑 开心地玩闹
这不是你应该做的

別在別人面前裝得很堅強
但是在背後 卻只會是個軟弱不堪的人

别在为了任何事 而让自己痛苦

有一些东西错过了 就一辈子错过了
不可能再回来了
别在去想 別在去痛
別在去哭 别在去爱

放了他吧 让自己好过点
别在折磨自己了


你的等待 不会是他想要的
你的疼爱 是不被他珍惜的


他不会再像从前一样
疼爱你 保护你 担心你


因为
他不会再是以前的他


不管你再怎么的努力
再怎麽的找回
也都没用


即使你再怎麽的擔心
再怎麽的害怕
也都沒用

哪怕有天
你看見 牽他手的那個人不是你
你也要勇敢的面對

因爲
一颗破碎的心
是无法在缝合起来的


就像一段破碎的回忆
再也找不回来


所以
忘了他吧


做一只飞翔的小鸟
看这美丽的世界


你并不是孤单的
而痛苦 也不是你该拥有的


别再当个傀儡
放了自己 也放了他 ♥


［如果那天 我們在路上遇見了
我們能不能就像陌生人一樣
能台着頭 面對面的走過對方的身邊
一絲牽挂都沒有］

坠落的流星

每个人都有各自的目标，但如果失去了目标，生活会变得毫无意义，而且会活得很辛苦。

最近，我的目标变得模糊，而且还远离了我。这使得我变得怪怪的。每天都不知道该做些什么，整天都在上线，但却只是在那儿浪费时间和电费。唉，都不知怎么好。。。

生命中都有几样重要的东西，或人或事物也好。一旦失去了哪一样，其感受定然是每个人都不想去尝一尝的。当你失去了之后，你又是如何面对它呢？逃避？或勇敢面对它呢？

我选择了逃避与面对。

逃避，是每时每刻，让自己不去回想以前一切的美好，自私的把回忆冻结在那旷阔的脑海里，似乎不去溶解它，就不会面对它所带来的痛苦和悲伤。但，在梦里的我，却背叛了自己，偷偷的但勇敢地把那记忆溶解了。结果，怀念的往事又在梦中涌现了。在梦中，往事一幕幕的重演，也满足了自己。但，梦醒时分，却发现红了双眼，湿了包枕。虽说梦见的东西会在醒后记不起，但如果那是真真经历过的事情呢？想忘了它，却反而更难。

面对，是勇敢的接受这残酷的结局。似乎以为面对了它，就会得到解脱。殊不知，并不是事事都会如我们所愿的。越想去面对，但它却离我们越远。越想去解决这问题，但它却躲了起来，让我无论如何都找不到他。是不是，被人逃避了？亦或是，我变得讨人厌了吗？隐藏在心底的结，一旦没有获得系铃人的解脱，这结，始终都不会解开的。也正因为这原因，我变得闷闷不乐，想笑也无力了，欲哭也无泪了，整个人便的怪怪的。

对不起身边的朋友，我也不想这样对你们的，只是我真的很累，很累，很累。。。这结把我绑得好苦啊！！！

如果流星，代表着憧憬，是不是会因载了太重的负担，而坠落了下来呢？是否就像太多的憧憬，也会因为此原因跌了下来，便得破碎不堪呢？？

美好的事物，终是遭到神的嫉妒，而会像超载的流星，无力的坠落下来。我亦挽留，却无力扭转这结局。悲歌，也随着这结局，而被我演奏了起来。。。

Faint~~@@

It had been one and a half year I didn't touch my blog d.> <.
Feeling lazy and busy with assignments perhaps (what a lame excuse). Haha.
Now, two months holiday and I'm damn free at home. Nothing to do. So it is better to spend some of my extra free time on blogging. If not my brain will get rusting and that time cham lo.

Thinking back, time passing so fast. Now already two years i had studied in UKM. Quite a lot thing happened. Tear mixes with laugh. Happy moments entangle with sad moments. While facing problem with people also facing problem with the study n activity. But luckily all had been settled d. Although some of the result is not what i expected, but bygone, let it be bygone. So now it comes to a stop. Holiday brings everything back to the starting point. It let us have the time to think back what we had done and what mistaken we had carried out. At the same time, I hope i can recharge back to full energy so that can cope with the coming killing semester.

And gladly, I think i will let go something that i am insisting on for the past semesters. I had made up my mind and will cut it off so that i won't suffer from it anymore. Hopefully everything will be ok.

But now, it is killing bored. Everyday doing the same thing like a robot. SienzzzZZ.
And getting fatter is the worst thing in this holiday. T-T

Hope i wont give my coursemates and friends a big surprise next semester by seeing i becoming pig.@.@ haha

Holidays.....

Before holidays,i already had a nicely planned schedule for revision.
But when holiday coming,my plans all became useless and i even didn't fulfilled any plan.
What happen??
I also don't know.
What i know is during this holiday,i like swore by someone,because i used to sleep.
Even i just woke up and having my breakfast.
My morning gone like this.
Then,afternoon,i managed to use a little bit time to do my homeworks and assignments.
But i gave up easily after i found that no matter how i tried to solve the problems,i just couldn't get the corect answer.
At night,i used to watch Hong Kong drama series with my family members.
The story quite nice,but my revision 'nicer'.
I only read a little bit,compared to the bundles of books and notes waiting for me inside my luggage.
Then,midnight,i also cann't concerntrate on my study.
Because i addicted to my computer games.
I kept playing and playing till two or three o'clock in the morning.
Almost everyday like that.
Then tomorrow morning woke up very late,sometimes even woke up at 12 o'clock.
These were my holiday routines.
My holidays were so 'wonderful'.
Such waasted and stupid holiday....
I don't know how to control myself anymore...
I lost my ability in controlling myself..
That is the most terrible truth that i have to face it now..
No matter how,i also have to get back my enthusiasm in study..
For myself...
For my parents..
For my family members..
For my friends..
For my teachers...
And..
For the promised that i..
we..
had made.

A BUSY WEEK WITH BUSY ACTIVITIES

Huhhh....
Damn busy week...
Got lot activities running at the same week...
So have to break myself into a few pieces just can handle it...
Pesta Tanglung for UKM just ended,now i have Pesta Tanglung for my college...
@-@
Luckily both two events didn't held at the same day,if not i don't know how am i going to cope with it...
This Tuesday would be my college's Pesta Tanglung...
I hope this year we will succeed to hold it and better compared to last year,which held by my seniors...
My post is about food...
For the performer,the bus driver,the technician,as well as the VIP...
Today is Mooncakes Festival,also known as Mid-Autumn Festival,
i went out to a city to buy the mooncakes for the VIP.
But,it was quite surprising and ridiculous that i couldn't find any mooncakes already...
What had happened???
I feel quite pity towards the mooncakes.for it has such a short lifespan...
Mooncakes,are known as the traditional food for Chinese...
But now....




Life in campus is so busy if you join the activities held inside...
But at the same time,we also have a lot assignment and report to be fulfilled and submitted.
So it depends on how are we going to use our barely enough 24 hours..
I hope we all can use our time in a wise way so that it won't be wasted like that...
Because now i also facing the timeless life...
Frankly,i nearly two weeks din study...
Now feel regret cause i wasted my time on sleep and sleeeeeeeepppppppp....
So hope after the busy week i can catch up my homework and study...
Hope you all also like that...

..........

Two more weeks will be my holiday.Erm,not only me lah,actly is all ukm's student de holiday.Hehe.Cnt wait 4 it,cz it hd been 3 month i neva go back to my hometown liao loh..I miss my house,my pillows,my bed,my tv,and forsure miss my mum my dad my bro my sis and my friends.Oopss...and also my favourite housely taste foods...Hehe...

But....my bus fee is RM45...waaalaaau...so expensive loh...ady pokai liao loh....

Haiz...Wat to do...Next time thriftier loh...Have to eat less and spend less.If not later gt no money to go home leh..Sumor cn take this chance to keep fit.Cz ltr sure kena perli if they see me becum fat liao...

At 1st i tot i cn become thinner at ukm,bt instead i gt d inverse effect...

Mayb always eat sit study and sleep nia loh..Gt no time to exercise leh..

And now i realized that live at university is totally diffrent from f6 or secondary school...

during f6 i still cn goyang kaki but now wanna shake oso gt no time leh..

At here,life is full of activities and challenge,u have to compete and act fast and alert.If nt,u r going to gt drowned in this strong current..

Also,u have to grab ur chance,4 the chance wont come to u itsef.If u lose it,u might not gt it the second time.Actly i feel quite terrible and surprise at here.Seeing my fren so hardworking i oso scare.They will study whenever they gt time.And very sportive oso.Mayb i should learn from them to become sportive a bit.Cz somehow i found that i gt left behind if i slow down..

People say that when we live in university,we should make sure that d fren we join mz b sincerity de.Cz gt ppl that will jz join u wen u r useful 4 them...But luckily,all the fren i found here r not the type lyk will use me.Instead they all very helpful and kind.Hehe...

And i oso gt a few good good frens here..Haha..Last time i quite passive in recognising and mixing with new frens,but surprisingly when i reach here i started to change.Become braver and more active...Hehe...

Anyway,i wont 4gt my frens that hd accompanied me since primary secondary and f6 school lives...We din meet 4 such a long time d..Hopefully this holiday we can come out gather-gather woo..And it must be very exciting since every1 has diffrent and new experiences that cn b shared among us..

All the best to my new and old frens.!!!!!Good luck in ur study and exam!!!!

And become a successor so that i oso cn gt a little honour from u all!!!

~-~ ^-^